7.23.2007

One Tree Hill

There are moments in our lives when we find ourselves at a crossroads. Afraid. Confused. Without a roadmap. The choices we make in those moments can define the rest of our days. Of course, when faced with the unknown, most of us would rather turn around and go back. But once in awhile people push on to something better-something found just beyond the pain of going it alone and just beyond the bravery and courage it takes to let someone in. Or to give someone a second chance.Something beyond the quiet persistence of a dream. Because it's only when you're tested that you discover who you truly are. And it's only when you're tested that you discover who you can be. The person you want to be does exist, somewhere on the other side of hard work, faith and belief, and beyond heartache and fear of what lies ahead.
My Chemcial Romance- i don't love you

When you go
Would you even t u r n to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"
My Chemical Romcane- famous last words

I am not afraid to keep on living,
I am not afraid to w.a.l.k this world alone.
Her Space Holiday- the luxury of loneliness

This bed gets so damn cold
I hate sleeping here alone
But it's all right
This feeling is well deserved
Green Day- good riddance

For what it's worth it was worth all the while
It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.
Del Amitri- the ones that you love lead you nowhere

If you could just stop looking for someone special
You might save yourself some pain
Cause, baby, the ones that you love lead you nowhere
Cobra Starship- you can't be missed if you never go away

All we are is too fast for love
We're too young
I hate to love you
Bright Eyes- spent on rainy days

But now it's easy, getting easier,
To l.e.a.v.e you && this town behind...
Alison Moyet- all cried out

I know that I said that there'd be no one else
I know that I said I'd be true
But baby - I burned Cupid's arrow
And here's the short and narrow
I've nothing left to offer you
Alison Moyet- all cried out

You go your way
I'll go mine
I won't stay around here
Don't waste my time.

4.02.2007

Divit- so very ordinary

I'd like to save the world or maybe just this town
But I can' even conquer the demons in my house
Del Amitiri- start with me

Yeah, you can try to save the world
And baby, that's fine
But is it such a hateful crime to start with me?
Counting Crows- mr. jones

She's suddenly beautiful
We all want something beautiful
I wish I was beautiful
Bright Eyes- it's cool, we can still be friends

Yeah, well maybe I hurt you sometimes,
but let's contrast and compare:
Lift up your shirt, the wound isn't there
Brand New- sudden death in carolina

They hung her from the bridge on Monday.
The gathering turned into a mob out on the lawn.
They dropped her body in the river.
And school and work returned to normal before long
...and no one will mention any of this again
Brand New- sudden death in carolina

When I'm talking to myself I'd always rather be talking to you.
Brand New- soco amaretto lime

I'm gonna stay eighteen forever
So we can stay like this forever
And we'll never miss a party
cause we keep them going constantly
And we'll never have to listen
to anyone about anything
cause it's all been done and it's all been said
we're the coolest kids and we take what we can get

you're just jealous cause I'm young and in love
your stomach's filled up but you're starved for conversation
you're spending all your nights growing old in your bed
and your tearin up your photos cause you wanna forget...
it's over
Beach Boys- wouldn't it be nice

Wouldn't it be nice if we were older
Then we wouldn't have to wait so long
Wouldn't it be nice to be together
In the kind of world where we belong
you know it's gonna make it t.h.a.t m.u.c.h better
when we can say goodnight and stay together
20-20s- shoot your gun

oh baby won't you cry?
show me there are some tears behind your eyes

4.01.2007

Better than Ezra- our last night

You meant more to me than I think you ever knew.
but you were gonna be a doctor, movie star
a poet at a Nobel seminar.
I hope the worlk never tore that out of you.