7.23.2007

One Tree Hill

There are moments in our lives when we find ourselves at a crossroads. Afraid. Confused. Without a roadmap. The choices we make in those moments can define the rest of our days. Of course, when faced with the unknown, most of us would rather turn around and go back. But once in awhile people push on to something better-something found just beyond the pain of going it alone and just beyond the bravery and courage it takes to let someone in. Or to give someone a second chance.Something beyond the quiet persistence of a dream. Because it's only when you're tested that you discover who you truly are. And it's only when you're tested that you discover who you can be. The person you want to be does exist, somewhere on the other side of hard work, faith and belief, and beyond heartache and fear of what lies ahead.
My Chemcial Romance- i don't love you

When you go
Would you even t u r n to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"
My Chemical Romcane- famous last words

I am not afraid to keep on living,
I am not afraid to w.a.l.k this world alone.
Her Space Holiday- the luxury of loneliness

This bed gets so damn cold
I hate sleeping here alone
But it's all right
This feeling is well deserved
Green Day- good riddance

For what it's worth it was worth all the while
It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.
Del Amitri- the ones that you love lead you nowhere

If you could just stop looking for someone special
You might save yourself some pain
Cause, baby, the ones that you love lead you nowhere
Cobra Starship- you can't be missed if you never go away

All we are is too fast for love
We're too young
I hate to love you
Bright Eyes- spent on rainy days

But now it's easy, getting easier,
To l.e.a.v.e you && this town behind...
Alison Moyet- all cried out

I know that I said that there'd be no one else
I know that I said I'd be true
But baby - I burned Cupid's arrow
And here's the short and narrow
I've nothing left to offer you
Alison Moyet- all cried out

You go your way
I'll go mine
I won't stay around here
Don't waste my time.

4.02.2007

Divit- so very ordinary

I'd like to save the world or maybe just this town
But I can' even conquer the demons in my house
Del Amitiri- start with me

Yeah, you can try to save the world
And baby, that's fine
But is it such a hateful crime to start with me?
Counting Crows- mr. jones

She's suddenly beautiful
We all want something beautiful
I wish I was beautiful
Bright Eyes- it's cool, we can still be friends

Yeah, well maybe I hurt you sometimes,
but let's contrast and compare:
Lift up your shirt, the wound isn't there
Brand New- sudden death in carolina

They hung her from the bridge on Monday.
The gathering turned into a mob out on the lawn.
They dropped her body in the river.
And school and work returned to normal before long
...and no one will mention any of this again
Brand New- sudden death in carolina

When I'm talking to myself I'd always rather be talking to you.
Brand New- soco amaretto lime

I'm gonna stay eighteen forever
So we can stay like this forever
And we'll never miss a party
cause we keep them going constantly
And we'll never have to listen
to anyone about anything
cause it's all been done and it's all been said
we're the coolest kids and we take what we can get

you're just jealous cause I'm young and in love
your stomach's filled up but you're starved for conversation
you're spending all your nights growing old in your bed
and your tearin up your photos cause you wanna forget...
it's over
Beach Boys- wouldn't it be nice

Wouldn't it be nice if we were older
Then we wouldn't have to wait so long
Wouldn't it be nice to be together
In the kind of world where we belong
you know it's gonna make it t.h.a.t m.u.c.h better
when we can say goodnight and stay together
20-20s- shoot your gun

oh baby won't you cry?
show me there are some tears behind your eyes

4.01.2007

Better than Ezra- our last night

You meant more to me than I think you ever knew.
but you were gonna be a doctor, movie star
a poet at a Nobel seminar.
I hope the worlk never tore that out of you.

12.14.2006

Survivor- chuck palahniuk

The sky is blue and righteous in every direction.
The sun is total and burning and just right there in front.
We're on top of the clouds, and this is a beautiful day forever.

So let's take it from the top.
Let me start from the start.
And.
Just for the record, how I feel right now is very terrific.
Saving Jane- happy

I'm so happy for you
I could cry
Yeah, I'm so elated
Cross my heart and hope to die
I don't think about you every night
Before I close my eyes
I'm so happy for you baby,I could cry.
Saves The Day- the end

I'm a danger to myself
Always blaming someone else
Got a grenade in my mouth
And my finger on the pin ready to RIP it out
Paramore- here we go

I'll write you just to let you know that i'm alright
Can't say i'm sad to see you go.
Cause i'm not. No i'm not. Well, i'm not.
Family Force 5- luv addict

Doctor, Doctor, I've got an emergency
It seems I'm head over heels, a case of L-O-V-E

Yeah, I'm what they call a love addict!
Dashboard Confesional- swiss army romance

We're not twenty one, but the sooner we are, the sooner the fun will begin,
so get out your fake eyelashes and fake I.D.'s, and real disasters ensue,
it's cool to take these chances.
It's cool to fake romances and grow up f a s t
Coldplay- yellow

Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And all the things that you do.
Chuck Palahniuk

If i can't be beautiful, i want to be invisible

12.01.2006

Plain White T's- hey there delilah

A thousand miles seems pretty far
But they've got planes and t.r.a.i.n.s and cars
I'd walk to you if I had no other way
Our friends would all make fun of us
and we'll just laugh along because we know
That none of them have felt this way
Brand New- you won't know

you're so good at talking smack,
Heart attack
But you're the apple of my eye anyway
Brand New- jesus christ

Do you believe you're missing out?
That everything good is happening somewhere else?
But with nobody in your bed,
the night's hard to get through.

11.05.2006

This Day And Age- long walk home

finding myself in a place i've never been
where i don't know myself or anyone else
i can dream about the past or i can just let it go
i lost track of time five days ago
what is it about you that makes me want to stay?
is it all the love or is it just the pain?
i'm running in circles,
it's you i'm thinking of
and if you don't want to talk then this isn't love
a new destination, i'll say my goodbyes
with my back turned to you at least i know we tried
Snot- the box

behind the tired eyes
the tears go uncried
Sanctus Real- i'm not alright

I'm not alright
I'm broken inside,
b.r.o.k.e.n inside
and all i go through
it leads me to you,
it leads me to you
Sanctus Real- alone

Two hearts entwined, yes, you are mine
And I'll be yours forever
I've done the math, I'm less than half
We're better off t.o.g.e.t.h.e.r
And I want you here by my side
As much as you are on my mind
Red Jumpsuit Apparatus- your guardian angel

Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow l o n g e r and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cause you're my, you're my, my true love, my whole heart

Please don't throw that away
Queen- somebody to love

Can anybody find me somebody to love?
Each morning I get up I die a little
Can barely stand on my feet
Take a look in the mirror and cry
Most Precious Blood- temporary solution to a permanent problem

Atrophied minds, easy survival
No wants, no needs
Their hands on their Bible
Work for the worn, safe place for the sane
A place for lies unveiled, mistakes made plain
I w.a.i.t while the world wakes...

...Take the holy out of war and what's left to fight for?
Most Precious Blood- so typical my heart

no need to cut me open,
i died of a b.r.o.k.e.n heart,
ashen grey and cold
Most Precious Blood- narcoleptic sleepwalker

Cut out my tongue to STOP the screaming
Its human nature to keep on dreaming
Magnifying just to see less
S.e.w.n together until s e a m l e s s
Most Precious Blood- mad as the march hare

There's nothing left
Growing fears
Sleep for years
Wake in tears
I'm on the edge
Most Precious Blood- it runs in the blood

Let go
Test the limits of desire
Let go
Penetrate to play with fire
Faceless names in nameless places
Of hope we only find traces
Fuck your addiction
You're not the only one it's killing
Black ink failed
Dry well
Well dry
Will try
Will try not to fail
I know how this will end
Every scar has a story
No guts, no glory
Most Precious Blood- heroes and conspiracies

Would you grant me one final kiss?
Impaled on the sharpest thorn, these are my wrists.
Here we are,
Face to face.
Without a clue of what to say.
Alone at last no questions asked.
Another secret to my game.
Now that it's gone was it ever that at all?
Most Precious Blood- the great red shift

Don't lie to me and say you'd die for me
What would you die for?
Most Precious Blood- damage control freak

Are we alive or are we all just w.a.i.t.i.n.g to die?
Most Precious Blood- collusionist

Dare I still feel with all of my heart
Am I the last of my kind
The fool for whom this lesson foes unlearned
Those who attempt to touch fire get b.u.r.n.e.d

May this sting in your heat
Live as long as you do
A painful reminder
Of all that we've been through
Most Precious Blood- and the band played on

What it once meant
Still means a lot to me
With or without you
I still dare to breathe
Maria Mena- you're the only one

I said I've never seen anyone look so dumb before
And you laughed and said “I still know how to turn you on though”
Jonatha Brooke- linger

Who Said That Love Would Linger
Who Said That Love Would Last
When We Cannot Seize The Moment
But We Will Not Leave The Past
John Ralston- gone, gone, gone

If p a r t e d by a river that was running deep and w.i.d.e,
I’d build a boat to get to you or else I’d drink it dry.
Could fill it back up right now as the tears
f
a
l
l from my eyes.
And you are gone, gone, gone.
Cursive- lament of pretty baby

I don't want to be seen as a pretty thing
'Cause it's the pretty things that we're always b.r.e.a.k.i.n.g...

And now she whispers into the mirror:
I'm broken.
and next time my name's about to roll off your tongue,

i hope you choke on it.

10.02.2006

John Ralston- gone, gone, gone

Lately, you’ve been acting in a role that’s unbecoming,
Of the girl who taught me there was so much in this world worth living.
The part that you’ve been playing has me dazed and missing you.
But now you’re gone, gone, gone.
Green Day- extraordinary girl

she's all alone again
wiping the tears from her eyes.
somedays she feels like dying...
she gets so sick of crying.
Desaparecidos- man and wife

and it's like i'm underwater or on an endless escalator.
i just go up and up
but i don't ever reach the top.
Daphne Loves Derby- come winter

Gently collapse so no one will notice that you're
f.
a.
l.
l.
i.
n.
g. too short of your breath.
Craig's Brother- annie

no vocabulary could ever represent the beauty in you I see.
you are everything and more than I could want you to be.
Bright Eyes- the first day of my life

This is the first day of my life,
Glad I didn't die before I met you
But now I don't care I could go anywhere with you
And I'd probably be happy.

Besides maybe this time it's different
I mean I really think you like me...
Bright Eyes- patient hope in new show

And for once I can feel a touch completely
And I need to just be near you and fill these empty eyes
Bayside- just enough to love you

The hardest things to say are the words that mean the most
So I'll bite my tongue till it bleeds and I doubt you'll even know
The easiest thing to fake's a feeling to fool someone else
And I've been t.r.i.c.k.e.d for so long by you
that I spent these last few months in my own HELL
Anna Nalick- brath (2am)

But, my God, it's so beautiful when the boy smiles,
Wanna hold him.
Maybe I'll just sing about it.
And Then I Turned Seven- goodbye (i'm sorry)

So here's my goodbye,
no one will cry over me.
I'm not worth any tears
Anberlin- time and confusion

I wont do this without you,
wont do this without you so take heart.
Cause you know that you have mine.
And it feels like, we could last forever,

and im not doing this alone.
When memories fade, we've got each other,

when time and confusion collide, singing
"I hold it all when I hold you."
When friends walk other ways, we've got each other.
"I hold it all when I hold, I hold it all when I hold..."
A.F.I.- the missing frame

So please don't wake me.
Till someone cares.
Now no one cares.
A.F.I.- summer shudder

Why must you be so missable?
A.F.I.- affliction

Lover, I am loveless.
All my friends and I
toast health and suicide.
Lover, I am lonely.
Here I’m pinned between darkness and light
Bleached and blinded by these nights
Where I’m tossing and tortured till dawn
I view visions of you, then you're g o n e

8.26.2006

Wendelin Van Draanen- flipped

It was like all of the sudden I didn't fit in anywhere... not at school, not at home.. and every time I turned around, another person I'd known forever felt like a stranger to me... even I felt like a stranger to me.
The Get Up Kids- ten minutes

If I had to explain it
I wouldn't know where to start.
It's like you're falling in love while i just fall apart.
The Corrs- breathless

And if there's no tomorrow
And all we have is here and now
I'm happy just to have you.
you're all the love I need somehow
Rise Against- everchanging

something has kept me here too long
and you can't leave me if i'm already g.o.n.e...
Michelle Branch- leave the pieces (the wreckers)

and it's alright
yeah, i'll be fine
don't worry about this heart of mine
just take your love and hit the road
there's nothing you can do or say
you're gonna b.r.e.a.k my heart anyways
so just leave the pieces when you go
I Am The Avalanche- clean up

everyone is sleeping, and everyone is sad.
everything was perfect, perfect wasn't bad.
Craig's Brother- my annie

no vocabulary could ever represent the beauty in you I see.
you are everything and more that I could want you to be.
Bright Eyes- hit the switch

there is no right way or wrong way,
you just have to live
so i do what i do and at least i exist
what could mean more than this?
Bright Eyes- take it easy(love nothing)

Now I do as I please and I lie through my teeth
Someone might get hurt, but it won't be me
I should probably feel cheap but I just feel free
And a l.i.t.t.l.e bit empty
Bright Eyes- hit the switch

And in the middle of drinks
Maybe the fifth or the sixth
I'm completely alone at a table of friends
I feel nothing for them
I feel nothing, n.o.t.h.i.n.g
Blink-182- untitled

I am so sick of chasing you
And the saddest moment in your life, is the moment when you realize; that everything that ever meant anything, means n.o.t.h.i.n.g
A Cutthroat Kiss- breathe

Don't say goodbye is what I begged that night
And every tear you cry is what makes me die
So don't let me die, I wont let you cry tonight

With a gun in her hand shes my shooting star...

8.18.2006

Pink Spiders- stereo speakers

They say that love is like a battlefield
I guess I'm out of ammunition
I'm waving my white flag
trying to capture your attention sugar
Pink Spiders- stereo speakers

How can we scream so loud with arms crossed and lips sealed ?
Rise Against- everchanging

something has kept me here too long
and you can't leave me if i'm already g.o.n.e...
The Academy Is...- slow down

I'm not saying that I'm not breaking some h.e.a.r.t.s tonight
The Academy Is...- skeptics and true believers

So you're selfish, and I'm sorry.
When I'm gone you'll be going nowhere f.a.s.t
The Academy Is...- classifieds

And if I die in my sleep, are you still willing to be everything you promised you would be?
The Academy Is...- checkmarks

So take your cold, cold heart and drown and don't forget to take deep breaths.
The Academy Is...- black mamba

love me or leave me or rip me apart
this is the voice that i was given and
if you dont like it take a l o n g walk
off of the shortest pier you can find
years may pass and times may change
but memories stayand stay the same
and what were those words
that you said
you saved me once
now save me again

8.07.2006

Unwritten Law- save me

Had a bad day dont talk to me
gonna ride this out
My little black heart breaks apart
with your big mouth
And Im sick of my sickness
Dont touch me youll get this
Im useless, lazy, perverted
and you hate me
You cant save me
You cant change me
Well Im waiting for my wakeup call
And everything, everythings my fault
I went to heaven but couldnt get in
For what I have done
I said please take me they said youre crazy
you had too much fun
You cant save me
You cant change me
Well Im waiting for my wake up call
and everythings my fault
Unfinished Thoughts- visionaries

time and time i get up again
but i don't ask why
soon i know i'll crash again
visionaries cry
and who are you to question my ways
maybe i find comfort in ending myself just a little each day


there will be no escape
Underoath- alone in december

You always amazed me
but that's the past
I kept silent
and it rained for days.
My insides were drenched
but I guess that's part of growing up.
I never wanted to learn
Underoath- alone in december

so c.r.y yourself to sleep
this isn't about broken hearts
this is about me
bending again for nothing
Tweety Three- the story

I’m the icing on the cake
I’m the secret ingredient you’re missing
I’m the sidewalk but i’m not complete
And i’m the reason that baby, you’re trippin
Oh decisions you didn’t make
I’m the chance you chose, not to take
And i’m the one you wish you were kissing
Pray for clear skies tonight
You better start wishin
Tweety Three- melting

Cause i fell hard but not hard enough.......

You didn’t even notice
Tweety Three- love love love

Cause we’re ALL just lovers and takers
B.r.e.a.k.i.n.g hearts to make the papers
She wants love i told her to stop trying
Cause the reasons for her tears
Aren’t worth crying
Tom Petty- american girl

And for one desperate moment
There he crept back in her memory
God it's so painful when something that's so close
Is still so far out of reach
The Love EP- void

Tell me was she better?
Was she e.v.e.r.y.t.h.i.n.g and more?
Cause i'm still leaning out the window on the 14th story floor
Begging for more...always more...
Suzanne Vega- the queen and the soldier

And the sun, it was gold, though the sky, it was gray
And she wanted more than she ever could say
But she knew how it frightened her, and she turned away
And would not look at his face again.
Suzanne Vega- no cheap thrill

When deuces are WiLd you can follow the queen.
I'd go too except I know where she's been
Snow Patrol- you could be happy

You could be happy, I hope you are
You made me happier than I'd been by far

Somehow everything I own smells of you

And for the tiniest moment it's all not true
Snow Patrol- set fire to the third bar

I'm miles from where you are,
I lay down on the cold gound
And I, I pray that something picks me up
and sets me down in your warm arms
Snow Patrol- run

I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done
To think I might not see those eyes
akes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbye
I nearly do
Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
ven if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear
Snow Patrol- make this go on forever

And I don't know where to look
My words just b.r.e.a.k and melt
Please just save me from this darkness
Snow Patrol- little hide

I can't wait to get to bed
Not so I can rest my head
It means I can dream about you more
Snow Patrol- it's beginning to get to me

I tried to tell you before I left
But I was SCREAMING under my breath
You are the only thing that makes sense
Snow Patrol- if i'd found the right words to say

Right about now, if I'd found the right words to say
I'd tell you you're safe and take hold of your hand
I'll be there by your side for the rest of your life
Snow Patrol- headlights on dark roads

For once I want to be the car crash
Not always just the traffic jam
Hit me hard enough to wake me
And lead me wild to your dark roads

Headlights... before me
So beautiful, so clear
Reach out... and take it
Cause I'm so tired of all ths fear
Snow Patrol- chasing cars

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words

Are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here

If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
and just f.o.r.g.e.t the world?
Smashing Pumpkins- muzzle

But I knew exactly where I was
And I knew the meaning of it all
And I knew the distance to the sun
And I knew the echo that is love
And I knew the secrets in your spires
And I knew the emptiness of youth
And I knew the solitude of heart
And I knew the murmurs of the soul
And the world is drawn into your hands
And the world is etched upon your heart
And the world so hard to understand
Is the world you can't live without
And I knew the silence of the world
Smashing Pumpkins- muzzle

But I knew exactly where I was
And I knew the meaning of it all
And I knew the distance to the sun
And I knew the echo that is love
And I knew the secrets in your spires
And I knew the emptiness of youth
And I knew the solitude of heart
And I knew the murmurs of the soul
And the world is drawn into your hands
And the world is etched upon your heart
And the world so hard to understand
Is the world you can't live without
And I knew the silence of the world
Smashing Pumpkins- muzzle

But I knew exactly where I was
And I knew the meaning of it all
And I knew the distance to the sun
And I knew the echo that is love
And I knew the secrets in your spires
And I knew the emptiness of youth
And I knew the solitude of heart
And I knew the murmurs of the soul
And the world is drawn into your hands
And the world is etched upon your heart
And the world so hard to understand
Is the world you can't live without
And I knew the silence of the world
Smashing Pumpkins- muzzle

I fear that I'm ordinary, just like everyone.
Senses Fail- beautiful

Don't forget to call, whenever
I'll be here just waiting for you
I'll be under your stars forever
Neither here nor there just right beside you

7.27.2006

She Wants Revenge- these things

The crowd on the street walks slowly, don't mind the rain
Lovers hold hands to numb the pain,
Gripping tightly to something that they will never own
Senses Fail- one eight seven

The hardest thing about dying is, knowing you'll n.e.v.e.r see the light of day.
Jackson Browne- doctor my eyes

doctor my eyes,
cannot see the sky,
is this the prize for having learned how not to cry?
Emery- walls

Sometimes it gets so hard to breathe. Your eyes see right through me.
Dashboard Confessional- so beautiful

You've got them all convinced, but I know it so well
That you could list your "friends", but you can't count on them
Dashboard Confessional- saints and sailors

So don't be a liar,
Don't say that "Everything's working"
When everything's b.r.o.k.e.n
And you smile like a saint
But you curse like a sailor
And your eyes say the joke's on me.
Dashboard Confessional- broken hearts and concrete floors

So I'll hit the pavement, it's gotta be better then w.a.i.t.i.n.g
And pushing you far away cause I'm scared
So I'll take my chances and head on my way up there
Cause turning to you is like falling in love when you're TEN
Chodos- the words best friend becomes redefined

I've been hiding in this bed for weeks from this
Throats raw from s.c.r.e.a.m.i.n.g and I haven't said a word
Rooney- stay away

Make a move on me baby
I cant be the one who's always taking chances
See me down, so you get down
No you've got me all wrong
I just want to ~*kiss*~ your lips
And you kiss back
Rise Against- anywhere but here

Destination: anywhere but here
Away from you!
M.E.S.T.- richard marxism

i miss you tonight.
i've made up my mind.
i shouldn't have acted that way.
Rilo Kiley- my slumbering heart

And I've become just like a terrible mess.
Searching the lines in my face for;
something more beautiful than is there.

7.14.2006

Saves The Day- when it isn't how it should be

And I just want to be like everyone else.
Why can't I be everything to everyone else,
or maybe just to you?
Just once I would like to be something.
And I wouldn't mind if you'd like to be with me.
Saves The Day- my sweet fracture

Could you tell me the next time that you're choking?
I'll run right over
to shove some dirt right down your throat
Phantom Planet- the guest

I suppose that there's no way
To break a b.r.o.k.e.n heart
But you've been gone I don't know how long
I waited with open arms
Patent Pending- decemberween

I know that you dont like to
but if you could for just a while
let me stare into your prefect eyes
let me see your pretty smile
There's no place I'd rather be tonight
There's no face I'd rather have in sight
Our Lady Peace- made of steel

Hold your head high
Don’t look down
I’m by your side
I won't back down
You wanted a hero tonight
Well I’m not made of STEEL
But your secret’s safe with me
No Use For A Name- feels like home

It's never easy to understand
Why memories hold our hand
But people let go
My Chemical Romance- early sunsets over monroeville

Before I pull this trigger.
Your eyes vacant and stained...
And in saying you loved me,
Made things harder at best,
And these words changing nothing
As your body remains,
And there's no room in this hell,
There's no room in the next,
And our memories defeat us,
And I'll end this direst.
Fall Out Boy- tell that mick he just made my list of things to do today

I said I loved you but I LIED
Let's play this game called “when you catch fire
I wouldn't piss to put you out
Stop burning bridges and drive off of them
So I can f.o.r.g.e.t about you
Life Of Agony- wicked ways

Seeing's believing
Don't know what I'm feeling
Don't know who I am anymore
I tried to embrace it but fell on my face
it's been laughing at me all along
All ends are frayed and I've been betrayed scarred to the bone

Sooner or later I thought that a savior
Would come to save us all
I'm not afraid of wicked ways
Knowing he's done me wrong
Keith Urban- tonight i wanna cry

Would it help if i turned a sad song on
"All by Myself" would sure hit me hard, now that you're gone
Or maybe unfold some old yellow lost love letters
It's gonna hurt bad before it gets better
But I'll NEVER get over YOU

7.13.2006

Green Day- why do you want him

Now many days have gone by
And you still just sit there and cry
You're feeling bad for yourself
His memory will always dwell
You're so obsessed with his love
That's why push came to shove
You've been feeling bad for so long
You wonder if it's right or wrong
Green Day- private ale

I wonder down these streets all by myself
Think of my future now
I just don't know
I don't seem to care
I stop to notice that
I'm by your home
I wonder if you're sitting all alone
Or is your boyfriend there
Green Day- paper lanterns

So when are all my troubles going to end?
I'm understanding now that
We are only friends
To this day I'm asking why
I still think about you
Green Day- only of you

I know that we're worlds apart
But I just don't seem to care
These feelings in my heart
Only with you I want to share...

...If I could only hold you
It's the O.N.L.Y thing I want to do.
Green Day- one of my lies

Why does my life have to be so small?
Yet death is f.o.r.e.v.e.r
And does forever have a life to call its own?
Don't give me an answer cause you
Only know as much as I know
Unless you've been there once
Well I hardly think so
Green Day- one of my lies

I used to pray all night
Before I lay myself down
My mother said it was right
Her mother said it too...
Why?
Goo Goo Dolls- acoustic #3

What's the point in all this S.C.R.E.A.M.I.N.G... no one's listening anyway

Fall Out Boy- the pros and cons of breathing

I wish I was as INVISIBLE as you make me feel

Fall Out Boy- tell that mick he just made my list of things to do today

So bury me in memory
Her smile is your rope...

...Wrap it tight around your throat
Evan And Jaron- the distance

I still believe in feelings
But sometimes I feel too much
I make believe you're close to me
But it ain't close enough
Not nearly close enough
I can't take the distance
I can't take the miles
I can't take the time
Until the next time I see you smile
I can't take the distance
And I'm not ashamed
That I can't take a breath without saying your name
Dashboard Confessional- hope you're happy

Which of the bold face lies will we use?
I hope that you're happy You really deserve it
This will be best for us both in the end...
But your taste still lingers on my lips
Like I just placed them upon yours
And i starve I starve for you
But this new diets liquid
And dulling to the senses
And its crude But it will do
Dashboard Confessional- carve your heart out yourself

Man it takes a silly girl to lie about the dreams she has
Lord it takes a lonely one to wish she had never dreamt at all
Coheed and Cambria- three evils

Dear my friends,
In the time we've spent forever after.
Beyond this when will our nightmare ever end?

Pull the trigger and the nightmare stops...
Bright Eyes- saturday as usual

Me, I'm in my bedroom, drawing in my notebook
Cause my hand thinks I'm an artist, but my heart knows I'm a poet
Bright Eyes- patient hope in new snow

And for once I can feel a touch completely
And I need to just be near you and fill these empty eyes
Bright Eyes- one straw (please)

And if its true, baby
I'm the one in love with you
And I guess that I've been all my life
Bright Eyes- a poetic retelling of an unfortunate seduction

it's always night and there is no moon.
and you wonder if you are alive.
and you're not sure if you want to be.
Ataris- up, up, down, down, left, right, left, right, b, a, start

Here I am sitting on the beach again
Watching as the tide comes rolling in.
I miss the times when I looked into your eyes
A sacrifice I made for paradise.

7.12.2006

Blink-182- not now

Please stay until i'm gone
I'm here hold on to me
I'm right here waiting
And take my one last breath
And don't forget
That I will be right here waiting
Box Car Racer- i feel so

SometimesI wish I was brave
I wish I was stronger
I wish I could feel no pain
I wish I was young
I wish I was shy
I wish I was honest
I wish I was you not I

'Cause I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callused
So lost, confused, again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over
Let's start over

SometimesI wish I was smart
I wish I made cures for
How people are
I wish I had power
I wish I could lead
I wish I could change the world
For you and me

7.08.2006

Ataris- blue skies, broken hearts...next 12 exits

Here I am sitting on the beach again
Watching as the tide comes rolling in.
I miss the times when I looked into your eyes
A sacrifice I made for paradise.
Ataris- i.o.u. one galaxy

stars are out tonight
and you're the brightest one shining in my sky.
it's like every wish I ever made came true.
the day I woke up lying next to you.

will you be my best friend
if I offer you my heart?
'cause it's already yours.
we could hang out every night
and watch the sun go down.
as long as we could watch it rise again.

gave me a valentine.
it's these little things that stand the test of time.
I've saved the tickets from the shows that we've been to.
and a thousand other memories of you.

will you be my best friend
if I offer you my heart?
'cause it's already yours.

gave you this i.o.u. today.
it said good for one galaxy.
once I build my rocket to the stars.
we'll fly away just you and me.
Ataris- i.o.u. one galaxy

stars are out tonight
and you're the brightest one shining in my sky.
it's like every wish I ever made came true.
the day I woke up lying next to you.
Army Of Freshmen- paradise

Scared like a statue and I turned to stone
I let you go through all of that hell alone
I cry for you but I cry inside
It’ll stay that way till the day I die

I know you never ever said goodbye
T.h.i.s i.s m.y g.o.o.d.b.y.e
Army Of Freshmen- last dance

Save the last dance for me
Before I fall apart would you set me free
I still know the way that we could
Save the last dance for me
Before I pull the plug would you set me free
The real world sucks, it's not the one I see on MTV
Angels And Airwaves- the war

Why won’t you tell me that it’s almost over?...
Why must this tear my head inside out?
Angels And Airwaves- start the machine

I see the stars they’re in your eyes
A playful kiss, can you tell I'm excited?
A fast escape in the nick of time
If you lost your wish, can I help you find it?
I'm on my knee just one to start
A fresh new start, don't be undecided
If love’s a word, that you say
Then say it, I will listen
Angels And Airwaves- good day

True love is something that comes easy
Just one kiss god I swear I want to.
I heard a pin drop and a nervous heart beat
Have you ever heard me scream I love you?
Angels And Airwaves- do it for me now

I give and I give and I give and I give and I'm still
Lost and hurting within from the love that's been starved
I know I got close but I'm sure it's too far
From the point of suspense we know it should be
The end of the part of our favorite movie
Where the guy grabs the girl and gives her his hand
Says take me away from this torturous land
Angels And Airwaves- a little's enough

When all is said and done
Will we still feel pain inside?
Will the scars go away with night?
Try to smile for the morning light
It's like the best dream to have
Where everything is not so bad
Every tear is so alone
Like God himself is coming home
All Time Low- lullabies

Sing me to sleep,
I'll see you in my dreams,
waiting to say,
"I miss you. I'm so sorry."
Forever's never seemed so long
as when you're not around
it's like a piece of me is missing.
All-American Rejects- paper heart

Please just don't play with me
My paper heart will bleed.
Alkaline Trio- radio

Shaking like a dog shittin razorblades
waking up next to nothing after dreaming of you and me
Waking up all alone, waking up so relieved
while you're taking your time with apologies
I'm planning out my revenge
Red eyes on orange horizons
If Columbus was wrong I'd drive straight off the edge
I'm seeing red
I've got a big fat fuckin' bone to pick with you my darling
In case you haven't heard I'm sick and tired of trying
I wish you would take my radio to bathe with you,
plugged in and ready to fall
Across Five Aprils- a year from now

Remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now?
Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go?
Remember, cause that's all you can do.
The Academy Is...- attention

Will you hear what I have to say?
Oh, did I mention when I see you it stings like hell?
To the fact that we could have something that'll never happen.
A Thorn For Every Heart- worthless

We are worthless, we are numb
We are reckless, we are young
We are everything you aren't
We are worthless, we are lost
A Thorn For Every Heart- pretty when you cry

Watch and wonder. What you are and where you'll be.
I'll be waiting; I'll be waiting…
Sleep in splendour while your dreams are whispering.
Come on and catch me.
Try and catch me.
I noticed at times like these I feel about a million miles away.
I never believed in me, I think its time to start.

7.07.2006

A Static Lullaby- a song for a broken heart

Tonight I don't even have the s.t.a.r.s to hold on to...
You never realize how much things have changed
until you take a s.e.c.o.n.d
and look back and realize
everything you once cared about.. is gone
I miss you
I miss your smile
&& I still dream about your eyes
every once in a while <3
And they dont ask her how she is anymore
because her smile says it all
well, if only they knew...