8.26.2006

Wendelin Van Draanen- flipped

It was like all of the sudden I didn't fit in anywhere... not at school, not at home.. and every time I turned around, another person I'd known forever felt like a stranger to me... even I felt like a stranger to me.
The Get Up Kids- ten minutes

If I had to explain it
I wouldn't know where to start.
It's like you're falling in love while i just fall apart.
The Corrs- breathless

And if there's no tomorrow
And all we have is here and now
I'm happy just to have you.
you're all the love I need somehow
Rise Against- everchanging

something has kept me here too long
and you can't leave me if i'm already g.o.n.e...
Michelle Branch- leave the pieces (the wreckers)

and it's alright
yeah, i'll be fine
don't worry about this heart of mine
just take your love and hit the road
there's nothing you can do or say
you're gonna b.r.e.a.k my heart anyways
so just leave the pieces when you go
I Am The Avalanche- clean up

everyone is sleeping, and everyone is sad.
everything was perfect, perfect wasn't bad.
Craig's Brother- my annie

no vocabulary could ever represent the beauty in you I see.
you are everything and more that I could want you to be.
Bright Eyes- hit the switch

there is no right way or wrong way,
you just have to live
so i do what i do and at least i exist
what could mean more than this?
Bright Eyes- take it easy(love nothing)

Now I do as I please and I lie through my teeth
Someone might get hurt, but it won't be me
I should probably feel cheap but I just feel free
And a l.i.t.t.l.e bit empty
Bright Eyes- hit the switch

And in the middle of drinks
Maybe the fifth or the sixth
I'm completely alone at a table of friends
I feel nothing for them
I feel nothing, n.o.t.h.i.n.g
Blink-182- untitled

I am so sick of chasing you
And the saddest moment in your life, is the moment when you realize; that everything that ever meant anything, means n.o.t.h.i.n.g
A Cutthroat Kiss- breathe

Don't say goodbye is what I begged that night
And every tear you cry is what makes me die
So don't let me die, I wont let you cry tonight

With a gun in her hand shes my shooting star...

8.18.2006

Pink Spiders- stereo speakers

They say that love is like a battlefield
I guess I'm out of ammunition
I'm waving my white flag
trying to capture your attention sugar
Pink Spiders- stereo speakers

How can we scream so loud with arms crossed and lips sealed ?
Rise Against- everchanging

something has kept me here too long
and you can't leave me if i'm already g.o.n.e...
The Academy Is...- slow down

I'm not saying that I'm not breaking some h.e.a.r.t.s tonight
The Academy Is...- skeptics and true believers

So you're selfish, and I'm sorry.
When I'm gone you'll be going nowhere f.a.s.t
The Academy Is...- classifieds

And if I die in my sleep, are you still willing to be everything you promised you would be?
The Academy Is...- checkmarks

So take your cold, cold heart and drown and don't forget to take deep breaths.
The Academy Is...- black mamba

love me or leave me or rip me apart
this is the voice that i was given and
if you dont like it take a l o n g walk
off of the shortest pier you can find
years may pass and times may change
but memories stayand stay the same
and what were those words
that you said
you saved me once
now save me again

8.07.2006

Unwritten Law- save me

Had a bad day dont talk to me
gonna ride this out
My little black heart breaks apart
with your big mouth
And Im sick of my sickness
Dont touch me youll get this
Im useless, lazy, perverted
and you hate me
You cant save me
You cant change me
Well Im waiting for my wakeup call
And everything, everythings my fault
I went to heaven but couldnt get in
For what I have done
I said please take me they said youre crazy
you had too much fun
You cant save me
You cant change me
Well Im waiting for my wake up call
and everythings my fault
Unfinished Thoughts- visionaries

time and time i get up again
but i don't ask why
soon i know i'll crash again
visionaries cry
and who are you to question my ways
maybe i find comfort in ending myself just a little each day


there will be no escape
Underoath- alone in december

You always amazed me
but that's the past
I kept silent
and it rained for days.
My insides were drenched
but I guess that's part of growing up.
I never wanted to learn
Underoath- alone in december

so c.r.y yourself to sleep
this isn't about broken hearts
this is about me
bending again for nothing
Tweety Three- the story

I’m the icing on the cake
I’m the secret ingredient you’re missing
I’m the sidewalk but i’m not complete
And i’m the reason that baby, you’re trippin
Oh decisions you didn’t make
I’m the chance you chose, not to take
And i’m the one you wish you were kissing
Pray for clear skies tonight
You better start wishin
Tweety Three- melting

Cause i fell hard but not hard enough.......

You didn’t even notice
Tweety Three- love love love

Cause we’re ALL just lovers and takers
B.r.e.a.k.i.n.g hearts to make the papers
She wants love i told her to stop trying
Cause the reasons for her tears
Aren’t worth crying
Tom Petty- american girl

And for one desperate moment
There he crept back in her memory
God it's so painful when something that's so close
Is still so far out of reach
The Love EP- void

Tell me was she better?
Was she e.v.e.r.y.t.h.i.n.g and more?
Cause i'm still leaning out the window on the 14th story floor
Begging for more...always more...
Suzanne Vega- the queen and the soldier

And the sun, it was gold, though the sky, it was gray
And she wanted more than she ever could say
But she knew how it frightened her, and she turned away
And would not look at his face again.
Suzanne Vega- no cheap thrill

When deuces are WiLd you can follow the queen.
I'd go too except I know where she's been
Snow Patrol- you could be happy

You could be happy, I hope you are
You made me happier than I'd been by far

Somehow everything I own smells of you

And for the tiniest moment it's all not true
Snow Patrol- set fire to the third bar

I'm miles from where you are,
I lay down on the cold gound
And I, I pray that something picks me up
and sets me down in your warm arms
Snow Patrol- run

I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done
To think I might not see those eyes
akes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbye
I nearly do
Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
ven if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear
Snow Patrol- make this go on forever

And I don't know where to look
My words just b.r.e.a.k and melt
Please just save me from this darkness
Snow Patrol- little hide

I can't wait to get to bed
Not so I can rest my head
It means I can dream about you more
Snow Patrol- it's beginning to get to me

I tried to tell you before I left
But I was SCREAMING under my breath
You are the only thing that makes sense
Snow Patrol- if i'd found the right words to say

Right about now, if I'd found the right words to say
I'd tell you you're safe and take hold of your hand
I'll be there by your side for the rest of your life
Snow Patrol- headlights on dark roads

For once I want to be the car crash
Not always just the traffic jam
Hit me hard enough to wake me
And lead me wild to your dark roads

Headlights... before me
So beautiful, so clear
Reach out... and take it
Cause I'm so tired of all ths fear
Snow Patrol- chasing cars

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words

Are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here

If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
and just f.o.r.g.e.t the world?
Smashing Pumpkins- muzzle

But I knew exactly where I was
And I knew the meaning of it all
And I knew the distance to the sun
And I knew the echo that is love
And I knew the secrets in your spires
And I knew the emptiness of youth
And I knew the solitude of heart
And I knew the murmurs of the soul
And the world is drawn into your hands
And the world is etched upon your heart
And the world so hard to understand
Is the world you can't live without
And I knew the silence of the world
Smashing Pumpkins- muzzle

But I knew exactly where I was
And I knew the meaning of it all
And I knew the distance to the sun
And I knew the echo that is love
And I knew the secrets in your spires
And I knew the emptiness of youth
And I knew the solitude of heart
And I knew the murmurs of the soul
And the world is drawn into your hands
And the world is etched upon your heart
And the world so hard to understand
Is the world you can't live without
And I knew the silence of the world
Smashing Pumpkins- muzzle

But I knew exactly where I was
And I knew the meaning of it all
And I knew the distance to the sun
And I knew the echo that is love
And I knew the secrets in your spires
And I knew the emptiness of youth
And I knew the solitude of heart
And I knew the murmurs of the soul
And the world is drawn into your hands
And the world is etched upon your heart
And the world so hard to understand
Is the world you can't live without
And I knew the silence of the world
Smashing Pumpkins- muzzle

I fear that I'm ordinary, just like everyone.
Senses Fail- beautiful

Don't forget to call, whenever
I'll be here just waiting for you
I'll be under your stars forever
Neither here nor there just right beside you