7.27.2006

She Wants Revenge- these things

The crowd on the street walks slowly, don't mind the rain
Lovers hold hands to numb the pain,
Gripping tightly to something that they will never own
Senses Fail- one eight seven

The hardest thing about dying is, knowing you'll n.e.v.e.r see the light of day.
Jackson Browne- doctor my eyes

doctor my eyes,
cannot see the sky,
is this the prize for having learned how not to cry?
Emery- walls

Sometimes it gets so hard to breathe. Your eyes see right through me.
Dashboard Confessional- so beautiful

You've got them all convinced, but I know it so well
That you could list your "friends", but you can't count on them
Dashboard Confessional- saints and sailors

So don't be a liar,
Don't say that "Everything's working"
When everything's b.r.o.k.e.n
And you smile like a saint
But you curse like a sailor
And your eyes say the joke's on me.
Dashboard Confessional- broken hearts and concrete floors

So I'll hit the pavement, it's gotta be better then w.a.i.t.i.n.g
And pushing you far away cause I'm scared
So I'll take my chances and head on my way up there
Cause turning to you is like falling in love when you're TEN
Chodos- the words best friend becomes redefined

I've been hiding in this bed for weeks from this
Throats raw from s.c.r.e.a.m.i.n.g and I haven't said a word
Rooney- stay away

Make a move on me baby
I cant be the one who's always taking chances
See me down, so you get down
No you've got me all wrong
I just want to ~*kiss*~ your lips
And you kiss back
Rise Against- anywhere but here

Destination: anywhere but here
Away from you!
M.E.S.T.- richard marxism

i miss you tonight.
i've made up my mind.
i shouldn't have acted that way.
Rilo Kiley- my slumbering heart

And I've become just like a terrible mess.
Searching the lines in my face for;
something more beautiful than is there.

7.14.2006

Saves The Day- when it isn't how it should be

And I just want to be like everyone else.
Why can't I be everything to everyone else,
or maybe just to you?
Just once I would like to be something.
And I wouldn't mind if you'd like to be with me.
Saves The Day- my sweet fracture

Could you tell me the next time that you're choking?
I'll run right over
to shove some dirt right down your throat
Phantom Planet- the guest

I suppose that there's no way
To break a b.r.o.k.e.n heart
But you've been gone I don't know how long
I waited with open arms
Patent Pending- decemberween

I know that you dont like to
but if you could for just a while
let me stare into your prefect eyes
let me see your pretty smile
There's no place I'd rather be tonight
There's no face I'd rather have in sight
Our Lady Peace- made of steel

Hold your head high
Don’t look down
I’m by your side
I won't back down
You wanted a hero tonight
Well I’m not made of STEEL
But your secret’s safe with me
No Use For A Name- feels like home

It's never easy to understand
Why memories hold our hand
But people let go
My Chemical Romance- early sunsets over monroeville

Before I pull this trigger.
Your eyes vacant and stained...
And in saying you loved me,
Made things harder at best,
And these words changing nothing
As your body remains,
And there's no room in this hell,
There's no room in the next,
And our memories defeat us,
And I'll end this direst.
Fall Out Boy- tell that mick he just made my list of things to do today

I said I loved you but I LIED
Let's play this game called “when you catch fire
I wouldn't piss to put you out
Stop burning bridges and drive off of them
So I can f.o.r.g.e.t about you
Life Of Agony- wicked ways

Seeing's believing
Don't know what I'm feeling
Don't know who I am anymore
I tried to embrace it but fell on my face
it's been laughing at me all along
All ends are frayed and I've been betrayed scarred to the bone

Sooner or later I thought that a savior
Would come to save us all
I'm not afraid of wicked ways
Knowing he's done me wrong
Keith Urban- tonight i wanna cry

Would it help if i turned a sad song on
"All by Myself" would sure hit me hard, now that you're gone
Or maybe unfold some old yellow lost love letters
It's gonna hurt bad before it gets better
But I'll NEVER get over YOU

7.13.2006

Green Day- why do you want him

Now many days have gone by
And you still just sit there and cry
You're feeling bad for yourself
His memory will always dwell
You're so obsessed with his love
That's why push came to shove
You've been feeling bad for so long
You wonder if it's right or wrong
Green Day- private ale

I wonder down these streets all by myself
Think of my future now
I just don't know
I don't seem to care
I stop to notice that
I'm by your home
I wonder if you're sitting all alone
Or is your boyfriend there
Green Day- paper lanterns

So when are all my troubles going to end?
I'm understanding now that
We are only friends
To this day I'm asking why
I still think about you
Green Day- only of you

I know that we're worlds apart
But I just don't seem to care
These feelings in my heart
Only with you I want to share...

...If I could only hold you
It's the O.N.L.Y thing I want to do.
Green Day- one of my lies

Why does my life have to be so small?
Yet death is f.o.r.e.v.e.r
And does forever have a life to call its own?
Don't give me an answer cause you
Only know as much as I know
Unless you've been there once
Well I hardly think so
Green Day- one of my lies

I used to pray all night
Before I lay myself down
My mother said it was right
Her mother said it too...
Why?
Goo Goo Dolls- acoustic #3

What's the point in all this S.C.R.E.A.M.I.N.G... no one's listening anyway

Fall Out Boy- the pros and cons of breathing

I wish I was as INVISIBLE as you make me feel

Fall Out Boy- tell that mick he just made my list of things to do today

So bury me in memory
Her smile is your rope...

...Wrap it tight around your throat
Evan And Jaron- the distance

I still believe in feelings
But sometimes I feel too much
I make believe you're close to me
But it ain't close enough
Not nearly close enough
I can't take the distance
I can't take the miles
I can't take the time
Until the next time I see you smile
I can't take the distance
And I'm not ashamed
That I can't take a breath without saying your name
Dashboard Confessional- hope you're happy

Which of the bold face lies will we use?
I hope that you're happy You really deserve it
This will be best for us both in the end...
But your taste still lingers on my lips
Like I just placed them upon yours
And i starve I starve for you
But this new diets liquid
And dulling to the senses
And its crude But it will do
Dashboard Confessional- carve your heart out yourself

Man it takes a silly girl to lie about the dreams she has
Lord it takes a lonely one to wish she had never dreamt at all
Coheed and Cambria- three evils

Dear my friends,
In the time we've spent forever after.
Beyond this when will our nightmare ever end?

Pull the trigger and the nightmare stops...
Bright Eyes- saturday as usual

Me, I'm in my bedroom, drawing in my notebook
Cause my hand thinks I'm an artist, but my heart knows I'm a poet
Bright Eyes- patient hope in new snow

And for once I can feel a touch completely
And I need to just be near you and fill these empty eyes
Bright Eyes- one straw (please)

And if its true, baby
I'm the one in love with you
And I guess that I've been all my life
Bright Eyes- a poetic retelling of an unfortunate seduction

it's always night and there is no moon.
and you wonder if you are alive.
and you're not sure if you want to be.
Ataris- up, up, down, down, left, right, left, right, b, a, start

Here I am sitting on the beach again
Watching as the tide comes rolling in.
I miss the times when I looked into your eyes
A sacrifice I made for paradise.

7.12.2006

Blink-182- not now

Please stay until i'm gone
I'm here hold on to me
I'm right here waiting
And take my one last breath
And don't forget
That I will be right here waiting
Box Car Racer- i feel so

SometimesI wish I was brave
I wish I was stronger
I wish I could feel no pain
I wish I was young
I wish I was shy
I wish I was honest
I wish I was you not I

'Cause I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callused
So lost, confused, again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over
Let's start over

SometimesI wish I was smart
I wish I made cures for
How people are
I wish I had power
I wish I could lead
I wish I could change the world
For you and me

7.08.2006

Ataris- blue skies, broken hearts...next 12 exits

Here I am sitting on the beach again
Watching as the tide comes rolling in.
I miss the times when I looked into your eyes
A sacrifice I made for paradise.
Ataris- i.o.u. one galaxy

stars are out tonight
and you're the brightest one shining in my sky.
it's like every wish I ever made came true.
the day I woke up lying next to you.

will you be my best friend
if I offer you my heart?
'cause it's already yours.
we could hang out every night
and watch the sun go down.
as long as we could watch it rise again.

gave me a valentine.
it's these little things that stand the test of time.
I've saved the tickets from the shows that we've been to.
and a thousand other memories of you.

will you be my best friend
if I offer you my heart?
'cause it's already yours.

gave you this i.o.u. today.
it said good for one galaxy.
once I build my rocket to the stars.
we'll fly away just you and me.
Ataris- i.o.u. one galaxy

stars are out tonight
and you're the brightest one shining in my sky.
it's like every wish I ever made came true.
the day I woke up lying next to you.
Army Of Freshmen- paradise

Scared like a statue and I turned to stone
I let you go through all of that hell alone
I cry for you but I cry inside
It’ll stay that way till the day I die

I know you never ever said goodbye
T.h.i.s i.s m.y g.o.o.d.b.y.e
Army Of Freshmen- last dance

Save the last dance for me
Before I fall apart would you set me free
I still know the way that we could
Save the last dance for me
Before I pull the plug would you set me free
The real world sucks, it's not the one I see on MTV
Angels And Airwaves- the war

Why won’t you tell me that it’s almost over?...
Why must this tear my head inside out?
Angels And Airwaves- start the machine

I see the stars they’re in your eyes
A playful kiss, can you tell I'm excited?
A fast escape in the nick of time
If you lost your wish, can I help you find it?
I'm on my knee just one to start
A fresh new start, don't be undecided
If love’s a word, that you say
Then say it, I will listen
Angels And Airwaves- good day

True love is something that comes easy
Just one kiss god I swear I want to.
I heard a pin drop and a nervous heart beat
Have you ever heard me scream I love you?
Angels And Airwaves- do it for me now

I give and I give and I give and I give and I'm still
Lost and hurting within from the love that's been starved
I know I got close but I'm sure it's too far
From the point of suspense we know it should be
The end of the part of our favorite movie
Where the guy grabs the girl and gives her his hand
Says take me away from this torturous land
Angels And Airwaves- a little's enough

When all is said and done
Will we still feel pain inside?
Will the scars go away with night?
Try to smile for the morning light
It's like the best dream to have
Where everything is not so bad
Every tear is so alone
Like God himself is coming home
All Time Low- lullabies

Sing me to sleep,
I'll see you in my dreams,
waiting to say,
"I miss you. I'm so sorry."
Forever's never seemed so long
as when you're not around
it's like a piece of me is missing.
All-American Rejects- paper heart

Please just don't play with me
My paper heart will bleed.
Alkaline Trio- radio

Shaking like a dog shittin razorblades
waking up next to nothing after dreaming of you and me
Waking up all alone, waking up so relieved
while you're taking your time with apologies
I'm planning out my revenge
Red eyes on orange horizons
If Columbus was wrong I'd drive straight off the edge
I'm seeing red
I've got a big fat fuckin' bone to pick with you my darling
In case you haven't heard I'm sick and tired of trying
I wish you would take my radio to bathe with you,
plugged in and ready to fall
Across Five Aprils- a year from now

Remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now?
Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go?
Remember, cause that's all you can do.
The Academy Is...- attention

Will you hear what I have to say?
Oh, did I mention when I see you it stings like hell?
To the fact that we could have something that'll never happen.
A Thorn For Every Heart- worthless

We are worthless, we are numb
We are reckless, we are young
We are everything you aren't
We are worthless, we are lost
A Thorn For Every Heart- pretty when you cry

Watch and wonder. What you are and where you'll be.
I'll be waiting; I'll be waiting…
Sleep in splendour while your dreams are whispering.
Come on and catch me.
Try and catch me.
I noticed at times like these I feel about a million miles away.
I never believed in me, I think its time to start.

7.07.2006

A Static Lullaby- a song for a broken heart

Tonight I don't even have the s.t.a.r.s to hold on to...
You never realize how much things have changed
until you take a s.e.c.o.n.d
and look back and realize
everything you once cared about.. is gone
I miss you
I miss your smile
&& I still dream about your eyes
every once in a while <3
And they dont ask her how she is anymore
because her smile says it all
well, if only they knew...